I tried my best at keeping this up but I really don’t care for it. This page is officially done.
Just go to my real blog, Monsieurs & Monsters, instead.
This is one of the fewer places where I can express myself without as many people reading.
I needed it to be somewhere.
That’s the strange thing about blogging. When we don’t know where to go, who to talk to, or who will care, we put everything out on some random web page for strangers to read.
I feel useless.
I feel like I don’t help.
I really should just get the fuck out of this city since I’m not contributing to anything here.
I should just go to Vancouver already and live. I won’t have to worry about the things that are here. I’ll be disconnected. It may sound extremely selfish to want to be disconnected from the things I care and worry about, but like my debt, my career, my future and my non-existent love life … I’m not making anything work.
But I’ve lived that numbed life.
I’d rather not return to those days.